I believe I believe that things happen for a reason, nothing happens for a punishment and sometimes you need to let something go in order to know it was a good loss. Things happen when you least expect it and just recently something happened that I never wanted. I never wanted it to happen it was something I didn't even know was going to happen. I wasn't ready for a big change. In the the last days of January I knew something was wrong but I couldn't figure out what it was. My dad wasn't coming home from work and I stopped seeing him around I asked my mom what happened to my dad and all she told me was that he went to work far away , I believed her. After a month passed I started to wonder because he never called and he never came home. Towards the end of of March my mom asked my sister, brother, and me to sit down in the kitchen because she needed to talk to us, for a moment I thought we were all in trouble. Just having to sit there was very scary because none of knew what she was going to tell us. We were worried we did something wrong but no she had something more important to tell us. The first thing she said was sorry, she said she was sorry for the lies she told us. I was very confused. Then she told us that my dad left off to mexico but she didn't know why. A couple of months later (during the summer) we ended up having to move we moved into my cousin's house it's not that big of a house but we made it work. Move things from one house to the other was a lot of work good thing my mom's family was there to help. I'm still trying to get used to the big change I miss my friends, my school and my space. When I say space I mean me in my room doing whatever I want and not being disturbed and not getting in trouble for something my cousins think is wrong and I think it's right. It's hard living with people you're not used to be with for a long time they might be my family but i'm not used to being with them every day. Things are slowly getting better we all have days where we don't want anyone to talk to us and it's hard because we never know who is going to be in a bad mood. We are finding ways to get along and just have a smooth day without any arguments it not that bad once we all got to know eachother better. There are days when I just think back and ask myself why does this have to happen to me and my family, there's day where I wish I could still be back at home in my old school with all my friends but I know that can't happen. After this whole change I learned that things may be hard but it's all worth it at the end now i'm closer with my family i've learned different things about them. For other people that are going through the same thing may think that it's the worse thing in the world and it's a really bad change but I promise there is a bright side to it things will get better. Nothing is bad you just have to get used to things and wait for right now and just focus on the good things that are happening.
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